I miss my mom, yet I'm not able to be home right now...
Although it's gonna be my midterm break (the whole week starting tomorrow), I guess I just have to stay for my assignments and examinations.
But actually, I don't feel like going home not because of my papers or assignments. Mom can you please come kuantan? There's so many things that I wanted to tell you. I really hope I can be by your side every moment. Thanks for having me. I hope he doesn't hurt you anymore. Please bear with him like you always do. I promised to finish my study and I'm gonna do something about it. I love you mama.
Thursday, January 21, 2010
Sunday, January 10, 2010
2nd place- Interkuliyyah 2010 volleyball
Yesterday, it was our final game between allied health sciences society and sciences society. I was quite nervous because all of the volleyball players of sciences played for university level.
What I told to my teammates was "main jer, tak yah takut-kalo korang takut, akak lagi takut" huhu...my hands was already cold as ice.
We already in lead when suddenly I sprained my ankle again! It was really disappointing for me..even kak fiey was there.
And that's it. Our team get number two and sciences is the champion..however, sciences did deserved for the first place- they worked hard.
What I told to my teammates was "main jer, tak yah takut-kalo korang takut, akak lagi takut" huhu...my hands was already cold as ice.
We already in lead when suddenly I sprained my ankle again! It was really disappointing for me..even kak fiey was there.
And that's it. Our team get number two and sciences is the champion..however, sciences did deserved for the first place- they worked hard.
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
No pain no gain lyanna
I never had a sprained ankle as bad as what i just had the past 3 weeks.
It was swollen until the doctor suspected that maybe I was having dislocation. But luckily my x-ray said severe swelling in the soft tissues of my ankle.
I don't know what went wrong that day but as I jump for the ball on the net, I just landed with my right ankle bend inwards and I was on the court floor crying hysterically in pain. That night Kak Lin was willingly to help me, she applied ice on my swollen ankle the whole night. She maybe just slept about 2 hours or less. It was a bad experience for me. The pain was unbearable but I just kept it inside and close my eyes, I don't want Kak Lin to stay up the whole night comforting me. I even felt like I wont be able to play anymore...it really really hurts.
Oh, and did I tell you that I badly sprained my ankle just one day before my big tournament "SIPTAR 2009". I felt bad for my team and myself. But hey, this is what called as "takdir". It's all been written by Him and as Muslim I must believed that there maybe a reason behind it.
Last Monday, I was my first game in the Interkuliyyah Games Tournament 2010. My team "Allied Health Sciences Society" was facing "Medic Students". Alhamdulillah, my team was able to defeat them 2-1.
Yesterday we were facing "Nursing Students" and unfortunately we lose to them, 2-0. I even injured my knee this time and tore down another track bottom of mine..huhu. But I remembered through the game, someone among the people who came watching the game yelled "No pain, no gain YANA!" and deep inside I know it's true...
It was swollen until the doctor suspected that maybe I was having dislocation. But luckily my x-ray said severe swelling in the soft tissues of my ankle.
I don't know what went wrong that day but as I jump for the ball on the net, I just landed with my right ankle bend inwards and I was on the court floor crying hysterically in pain. That night Kak Lin was willingly to help me, she applied ice on my swollen ankle the whole night. She maybe just slept about 2 hours or less. It was a bad experience for me. The pain was unbearable but I just kept it inside and close my eyes, I don't want Kak Lin to stay up the whole night comforting me. I even felt like I wont be able to play anymore...it really really hurts.
Oh, and did I tell you that I badly sprained my ankle just one day before my big tournament "SIPTAR 2009". I felt bad for my team and myself. But hey, this is what called as "takdir". It's all been written by Him and as Muslim I must believed that there maybe a reason behind it.
Last Monday, I was my first game in the Interkuliyyah Games Tournament 2010. My team "Allied Health Sciences Society" was facing "Medic Students". Alhamdulillah, my team was able to defeat them 2-1.
Yesterday we were facing "Nursing Students" and unfortunately we lose to them, 2-0. I even injured my knee this time and tore down another track bottom of mine..huhu. But I remembered through the game, someone among the people who came watching the game yelled "No pain, no gain YANA!" and deep inside I know it's true...
Friday, January 1, 2010
My New Year's Wish
2010, I wish I can be a better person this year. I really hope I can be a person that doesn't get easily angry. I hope I can follow my beloved prophet's characteristic. I really hope I can change myself for the better!
Thursday, December 24, 2009
Islam is the Way of Life
Islam is still the way of life...
Islam is still the way of life...
Islam is still the way of life...
any objection?
maybe, or definitely maybe it is easier for you to say that "Islam is numb because of you"...but doesnt that reflecs your own being?
true muslim dont condemn others but he shows the right way of doing things. True muslim dont take advantage on others mistake but he shows them the right way of doing things.
Proudly I say, "Islam is my way of life". Others may say anything about what i do, but I say, I do anything I want and I put Islam infront of me. Although how poor I am and how "rich" you are, or how "high" you are in the "students society"...
Purity of heart is what you need. Saya memang cepat melatah, saya memang cepat terasa. Tapi saya tak pernah underestimate orang. That's my principal of life.
Islam is still the way of life...
Islam is still the way of life...
any objection?
maybe, or definitely maybe it is easier for you to say that "Islam is numb because of you"...but doesnt that reflecs your own being?
true muslim dont condemn others but he shows the right way of doing things. True muslim dont take advantage on others mistake but he shows them the right way of doing things.
Proudly I say, "Islam is my way of life". Others may say anything about what i do, but I say, I do anything I want and I put Islam infront of me. Although how poor I am and how "rich" you are, or how "high" you are in the "students society"...
Purity of heart is what you need. Saya memang cepat melatah, saya memang cepat terasa. Tapi saya tak pernah underestimate orang. That's my principal of life.
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
Don't make small matters bigger. Learn to accept things and adapt to changes.
Sometime I realised "why am I being sad for those silly things?". But actually I'm quite tired with my life. Actually it is not so tiring for me to have class the whole day then having volleyball training in the evening every single day. But how people treats me make me feels that all my effort are just a waste of time. Why am I the one only serious about training, winning a tournament and stuff, while others just feel free to be there or not...
Sometime I remembered the saying of the Al-Junaid al-Baghdadi: "The one who have good mental health is the one that know what is the things that need to be done before other things (priority to others). The one that always follows the guide from Allah and his messenger and know how to distinguish between something beneficial to him and not in this life and in the hereafter."
Now I realised that i have to take a deep breath, and relax. The game is just around the corner. Focus, and improve myself. Dance with others and I will sail through. I'm sorry to those who may be hurt by my words and actions. Sometime I really feel that maybe by telling others about my opinion gonna less the pressure that I feel. But I think it's best to keep it to myself.
Sometime I remembered the saying of the Al-Junaid al-Baghdadi: "The one who have good mental health is the one that know what is the things that need to be done before other things (priority to others). The one that always follows the guide from Allah and his messenger and know how to distinguish between something beneficial to him and not in this life and in the hereafter."
Now I realised that i have to take a deep breath, and relax. The game is just around the corner. Focus, and improve myself. Dance with others and I will sail through. I'm sorry to those who may be hurt by my words and actions. Sometime I really feel that maybe by telling others about my opinion gonna less the pressure that I feel. But I think it's best to keep it to myself.
Saturday, December 12, 2009
New Semester it is...
Hmmm...It has been 2 weeks and this new semester is going to be quite much tougher as the three semester b4. I reaaly hope I can end all these studying as soon as possible.
Next week gonna be a whole exciting experience bcoz i'm going to Terengganu for the volleyball match. \(^_^)/
We've been practising our lungs out. I admit that my team maybe still lack of something but at least each of us have the basic skills and we striving very hard everyday to improve ourself. At least I know I'm trying hard...
As usual I have to save my money for at least another 2 weeks...RM 100 for a month, imagine. But hey, I've read something in Solusi about our Prophet S.A.W that he and his family never eaten bread until they are full. And once Abu Hurairah saw Prophet S.A.W is doing his sholah in the sitting position and he ask him whether he is sick but the prophet replied "I am hungry ya Abu Hurairoh". Abu Hurairah cried after that.
And I should to...
Next week gonna be a whole exciting experience bcoz i'm going to Terengganu for the volleyball match. \(^_^)/
We've been practising our lungs out. I admit that my team maybe still lack of something but at least each of us have the basic skills and we striving very hard everyday to improve ourself. At least I know I'm trying hard...
As usual I have to save my money for at least another 2 weeks...RM 100 for a month, imagine. But hey, I've read something in Solusi about our Prophet S.A.W that he and his family never eaten bread until they are full. And once Abu Hurairah saw Prophet S.A.W is doing his sholah in the sitting position and he ask him whether he is sick but the prophet replied "I am hungry ya Abu Hurairoh". Abu Hurairah cried after that.
And I should to...
Thursday, July 23, 2009
3 more years i guess..
insya allah, there's 3 more year until i finally graduate from UIA..
i hope i can do very well...and i hope all my friends does too.
yesterday yana ramli treat me and my other friend KFC...
i love hanging in her room, that is zana's and ayu's room too..
they even said that i'm their 5th roommate... i hope you guys don't mind for me 'butting' around so much..
i'm missing volleyball... my life ain't complete without thee... hehe
i hope i can do very well...and i hope all my friends does too.
yesterday yana ramli treat me and my other friend KFC...
i love hanging in her room, that is zana's and ayu's room too..
they even said that i'm their 5th roommate... i hope you guys don't mind for me 'butting' around so much..
i'm missing volleyball... my life ain't complete without thee... hehe
Saturday, June 6, 2009
.:Sweet simple:.
It's been a while...
I'm having my break now...and of course, it's a no way for me to just have a nice break at home...after only about two weeks at home, i'm out again haunting for part time job. i went to pusat bandar with adin, asking around...nothing for me there.
Then i went straight home. i told mama that i failed to find any.
Lepas tu aku teringat yang Cik As ada bg nombor telefon untuk keje kilang.
Mama try call dan orang tu kate, datang ke kilang 'yeh brothers' kat Keluli 9.
Esoknya aku pegi, interview, lulus, dan terus masuk keje...
sekarang dah hampir sebulan jugak la aku keje...menderita woi...
sakit-sakit tangan aku...
My body is aching all over. But hey, I'm used to this kind of hardship since I was in high school. If I wanted something, I have to save my school money for it.. while others was having RM 2.50 for a day and having great foods during recess...I only have RM 1 a day and I have to save it.
But I'm so grateful that I'm still studying, well at least I only have to face this hardship for a short period, not forever.........
Tapi sakit hatinya bila tengok orang pakai tudung cantik2, baju cantik2, pastu bila aku tanya "Beli kat mana ni? berapa ringgit?" pastu dia jawab "Hmm, tak tau la kak yan, mak yg beli kan".....mama kenapa kakyan rasa sediy bila dgr kenyataan macam tu?mama..mama..oommma!
I'm having my break now...and of course, it's a no way for me to just have a nice break at home...after only about two weeks at home, i'm out again haunting for part time job. i went to pusat bandar with adin, asking around...nothing for me there.
Then i went straight home. i told mama that i failed to find any.
Lepas tu aku teringat yang Cik As ada bg nombor telefon untuk keje kilang.
Mama try call dan orang tu kate, datang ke kilang 'yeh brothers' kat Keluli 9.
Esoknya aku pegi, interview, lulus, dan terus masuk keje...
sekarang dah hampir sebulan jugak la aku keje...menderita woi...
sakit-sakit tangan aku...
My body is aching all over. But hey, I'm used to this kind of hardship since I was in high school. If I wanted something, I have to save my school money for it.. while others was having RM 2.50 for a day and having great foods during recess...I only have RM 1 a day and I have to save it.
But I'm so grateful that I'm still studying, well at least I only have to face this hardship for a short period, not forever.........
Tapi sakit hatinya bila tengok orang pakai tudung cantik2, baju cantik2, pastu bila aku tanya "Beli kat mana ni? berapa ringgit?" pastu dia jawab "Hmm, tak tau la kak yan, mak yg beli kan".....mama kenapa kakyan rasa sediy bila dgr kenyataan macam tu?mama..mama..oommma!
Sunday, March 29, 2009
i'm still okay...
chika just called me?
"how bout the dinner?...will u be going"
"nope..."
"yukatta ne..."
she is relieved and i'm also relieved i guess...
nothing worried me much than this one thing in this whole wide world...
i hope everyone is doing okay... i know i'm still okay...
if i have to choose a way of life... i'll choose my own way of life...shuuuhh
"how bout the dinner?...will u be going"
"nope..."
"yukatta ne..."
she is relieved and i'm also relieved i guess...
nothing worried me much than this one thing in this whole wide world...
i hope everyone is doing okay... i know i'm still okay...
if i have to choose a way of life... i'll choose my own way of life...shuuuhh
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