Hehe…I remembered one person asking me what my dreams are…of course I didn’t answer immediately. Instead I asked about his dream first. ^^ he answered shortly that he don’t have one right now because he had just finished his diploma in business and he had jumping on different jobs lately. This young man was an acquaintance of me while I was working in a factory as an operator.
I said to him~ I really want to graduate and starts to work as soon as possible. Short and simple.
I asked “what?” (-____-)
“do you have boyfriend?”
“what…boyfriend? All of a sudden? You laughed at me just now!” *****oh, and I really did converse with him in English because he’s an Indian.
“you have one right?”
“no, I don’t,”
“ahhh…tipuuuu~~ tipu la…orang mcm you takkan la takde boyfriend,”
“betul la..tak caya sudah,”
“kenapa? You memilih eh…”
Wah sedap nyer ko cakap~~
“tak lah, in my religion, we have principal…ada peraturan…ada syarat…”
“ye ke? Abes kenapa I tengok ada je orang melayu yang tak pakai tudung?”
Haha~ orang melayu~~
“tak boleh la cakap macam tu… bukan salah Islam tapi salah orang islam tu sendiri kan…”
“but I don’t get it la…why you guys have to wear tudung hah? From what I can see I can guessed what… you punyer rambut panjang kan? Why your god ask to cover it?”
Tercengang aku dengar penyataan mamat tu…hah yana, macam mana ko nak jawab ni? Mama kat rumah… mama, kakyan nak jawab apa kat Indian boy ni?
“saya tak boleh la tanya kenapa peraturan tu ada… dan saya tak boleh la bagi tau awak rambut saya panjang ke pendek, kalau saya bagitau, buat ape saya tutup betul tak? Actually, my hair, my voice, everything on me except my face and my hands are to be covered. Ini semua in Islam kita panggil “aurah” ataupun makna bahasanya “rahsia”. Jadi, rambut saya panjang ke pendek itu rahsia saya la. awak faham?”
“wah, this is actually my first time orang bagitahu saya yang perempuan Islam tak boleh bagitahu rambut dia panjang ke pendek. Yang saya tahu mereka kena tutup je… ini first time saya dengar rambut tu rahsia,”
I just smiled with what he said. We talked a lot that day.
He was the one who said he figured me out as a person that will never be swayed by anything unless my main goal is achieved first. Nak kata aku lurus la tu…hehe
Nak deny pun tak boleh…sebab memang aku ni lurus sikit~~ kawan2 suke kena kan aku. Tapi aku tak kesah, sebab aku sayang diorang…diorang tak buli cuma usik2 je…
Pastu bila supervisor tanya apa azam baru~ aku jawab aku nak berusaha lebih dan increase confident in dealing with people. But actually I just wanted to do my best in my study, graduate, and serves people as soon as possible.
Semalam time tengok cerita Rapunzel ngan kawan2, hero cerita tu tanya kenapa Rapunzel looked not happy when she’s finally get to see the lanterns. Rapunzel said. (lebih kurang la mcm ni)
“I’m afraid…I afraid that this dream won’t be as what I thought it might be…and if it did, what will I do next eugene?”
“well, that’s the fun part of it…you can have a new dream~”
Hehe…aku suke tengok movie kartun Disney! (although orang kata Disney ngn Israel adalah sekufu). I won’t deny it, but at least I’m taking only good things from it. Insya allah~
