"It's really a pleasure to get to know you,"

haha~ it was fun to be able to converse fully in English with someone. Yesterday, Prof. Sis Aisyah suddenly happen to be talking to me. Although my English is not so good but I took the chance! I'm so proud of myself hehehehe...

I also collected enough courage to ask her whether she is related to sis nurlin. She was shocked! She even giggled over the thought haha~ She explained that she is a very good friend of bro saiful and sis nurlin. hehe. I even told her that her nose look alot like sis nurlin's..haha

oo and today is a special holiday because Malaysia soccer team won the Piala Suzuki. My best friends were no where to be found here in Kuantan because they are home! hehe I missed my mom!

well, that's enough for today~ I'm doing my SPSS. Wish me luck (Back at you!)

He had change so much

He's someone that my heart kinda jump when I see him.

It's been a while since the last time I saw him.

But just as always, he's always in his own world completely ignoring me by the sideway~ uhuk huk huk.

I learned a lot from life and you.

awak...hehehehehhehehehe... nak bagitau ni~ kalo awk suke, saya lagiiiiii suke wak!! haha~~ :DDD

awak...hehehehehhehehehe... nak bagitau ni~ kalo awk suke, saya lagiiiiii suke wak!! haha~~ :DDD

p/s~ GOOD LUCK IN UPCOMING EXAM!! ^^

It's not good bye

It's not good bye by Laura Pausini

Now what if I never kiss your lips again
or feel the touch of your sweet embrace.
How would I ever go on?
Without you there?s no place to belong
Well someday love is going to lead you back to me
but till it dose I'll have an empty heart
So I'll just have to believe
somewhere out there you're thinking of me
Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye.
Til I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye
You'd think I'd be strong enough to make it trough
and rise above when the rain falls down
But its so hard to be strong
when you've been missing somebody so long
It's just a matter of time I'm sure
but time takes time and I can't hold on
so wont you try as hard as you can
to put my broken hearth together again?
Until the day I let you go,
Until we say our next hello
It's not goodbye.
Til I see you again
I'll be right here remembering when
And if time is on our side
there will be no tears to cry on down the road
there is one thing I can't deny
It's not goodbye

There's a simple reason why I'm still smiling...

When I felt that Audiology may not be for me~ There's simply a reason for me to kept holding on. My nightmare of having practicals at government settings melt down when I met these angels;

comel kan adik ni? nama dia esya!

I met this lovely little baby girl at a nursery where I had to carry out a Hearing Screening Program. Seeing her playing around and willing to play with me reminds me of Amir! It's a great thing that she wasn't afraid of strangers like me ^^

some more picture of her;

comel kan dier!

"fill ur house with laughter,"

The nursery is located not far from my university. This is how the nursery looks like;

And also some picture of the other angels there ^^

(stop being esya-biased lyanna! keh keh keh...)

Before the hearing screening was held at the nursery. My department of Audiology and Speech Language Pathology (in collaboration with other department in Allied Health Sciences) had done a hearing screening at our very own university during the International Islamic University Kuantan Open Day (IKOD). As the one in charge of the hearing screening programme we are really thankful to our Head of Department, Bro Saiful Adli Jamaluddin and our very own lecturer Sis Nurlin to supervised us during the program! Thanks to all the fourth years seniors who are willing to supervised us too.

I forgot to took some pictures on that day. But fortunately I had the chance of snapping Uzma's pictures. She's adorable! I wish Bro. Saiful and Sis. Nurlin won't mind for me to have some Uzma pictures here; hehe.. here goes~~ introducing UZMA!

omg, just look at her! ^^ adorable!!!!

she got her father's nose and her mother's eyes ^^

There's so much reason for me to keep holding on to Audiology. Hwaiting Yana-shii.

Alhamdulillah, thank you Allah, for these lovely gifts.

haha~ trying my best to win Mastermind!!

haha~ I tried my best...

hope I can get the giveaway!! yeah! thanks to aa-chan for the oppurtunities hehe ^^

aa-chan is an english instructor at south korea. He reminds me of my childhood dream~ I have always wish to be an English teacher. (I even sent some application for TESL Teaching English As Second Language~ unfortunately I didn't get it and now I'm stuck here at a clinic doing my practicals with 'scary I don't understand why' supervisors hahahahaha!)

Life is not easy. So don't make it even difficult to others~ Just be kind ^^

Good Man~

R.L ~Good Man... it's a lovely song. I heard it in Beast Documentary episode 2. The boys were separated in 2 groups to be judged vocally.

I was just a boy and not a man
Falling deep in love was not the plan
Baby, because of you and what you do
You made me a good man, oh, baby

Right now I'm in the mood of finishing my assignment in Health management. yah! hwaiting!!! ^^

As a student

Clinical attachment at hospital M~ I realized that it's gettin' tougher.

Frankly~ I admit that my communication skills is not something I can be proud of. huhu.

But honestly, I've tried my best to communicate well with the patients. I tried my best to perform the procedures~ But I guessed "well" is not good enough for my supervisors.

But hey, supervisors are supervisors~

Although I started to "despise" them, I still have respect for them.

Sincerely~ everytime I have to face them, my heart jumped like crazy~ there's this thoughts of

"I must have done something terrible to deserve this kind of treatment!"

"oh, god, I must not do anything wrong today,"

"oh, god, I have to this perfectly,"

"oh, god, he's gonna be mad~~~"

at least what I can do is~~ not to sacrifice my sane state of mind and accept all the critics, always remember my goal of having this clinical attachment~ to expose myself to the hospital settings of audiologist officers.

oh god, it's only you who can help me~

Eid 2010

Alhamdulillah, praises to Allah that I am still able to celebrate Aidilfitri this year. ^^

As usual we started the first Syawal to Mak tok's house~ then we headed to Kampung Melayu to Atok Mak's house and finally we're off to Parit Raja, Batu Pahat to Nenek Mardhiah house~

Extremely happy to see my cousins, nieces, and nephews!!

p/s~ I got the most duit raya compared to all my siblings...even my second sister doesn't get the duit raya because people mistook her as the first child.. hehe ^^

Naseb baik chika okay jer... no hard feelings ya!

To all makcik2 and pakcik2 yg bg sy duit raya ~terima kasih and hmmm saya anak sulung!!! bukan anak ke2... hehe^^

tapi apa2 pun "kechik tapak tangan, nyiru saya tadahkan,"

to adik2~ hari raya is not just about "duit raya" and "balik kampung" ok... salam atok tu puas2..^^

Kad Raya, Sampul Kad Raya, dan Setem itu --->

kekeke... today, in facebook Mak Su tagged me in the 'kad raya' picture as I attaced above...
Thanks Mak Su and do forgive me for anything that I did wrong to you.
It's still is very early to send those 'Aidilfitri' thingy... but it's never is too early to seek for forgiveness and says sorry to anyone. So, therefore, oleh itu;

"Saya nak susun 10 jari, memohon maaf pada kenalan2," ^^~eye smile

Have you send any card raya to anyone?
I remembered the first time I received a card raya... it was from a primary school of mine... kekeke...
I remembered sending a card raya to my male friends... in the card I drew many characters of Naruto [because I knew that they liked Naruto so much]... they can't stopped smiling hehe ^^
wahhhh! really need some card raya and stamps right now... I miss my family and old friends... Although I know I can always call them but I just really miss them!