Charlie Brown!!!! :DDD

hihihihi...teringin nak buat macam ni kat semua lelaki yg suka kena kan aku...tahu la aku ni lurus, tak reti manja2, tak reti lawan cakap....pas ni siap la korang! #ke dlm mimpi je aku nak wat? :DDD

especially kepada "En. Hamzah" yg suka usik saya waktu volleyball tournament haritu...tapi takpe la; "naseb baik ko star ma..." pinjam ayat Ki Han (m'sia vball player)

mood; baca notes
background music; T-ara's Cry Cry Version 2 (best...try la dengar)

Pantun orang jauh...:)

Hendak gugur, gugurlah nangka

Jangan ditimpa dahan yang rapuh

Hendak tidur, tidurlah mata

Jangan dikenang orang yang jauh

Volleyball tournament Closed Pahang 2011

nak update pasal Kejohanan Bola Tampar Tertutup Pahang 2011... tapi bukan dlm entry ni kot... :)))

Volleyball and Chocolate Chip Walnut Cake :)

Alhamdulillah, dapat peluang main volleyball lagi!! (huaaaaaaaaa...happy!!! )
Kali ni tournament closed Kuantan 2011..
Apa yang berlainan kali ni ialah kitorang dapat proper training daripada coach Mahmod.
Best la bila training ada coach ni :)
dapat jugak merasa ada coach mcm budak2 volleyball Gombak :ppp

Ada 6 group saje untuk team wanita;

1. Marcella (team budak2 sekolah Sri Makhota ngan cikgu)
2. Xyster (team projek Sukma bawah 16 tahun)
3. UMP (team student yang tak grad2 lagi...haha)
4. KAVA A (team project pahang)
5. KAVA B (team project pahang gak)
6. UIA (team kitorang ler)

Kitorang dapat tempat ke-4 huhu... 

Johan team Xyster, diorang memang pergh...walaupun baru form 3 dan paling tua form 4...mak aih, terrer giler budak2 ni...mmg deserve la gold medal tu...

Naib Johan UMP...diorang main best tapi peliknya aku tak berapa gemar sgt team diorang...main ok dah haha

Tempat ke-3 Marcella...hahahahahaha...rugi la kalah ngan diorang tapi diorang main power gak :DDD

Team UIA sister; akhirnya Coach Mahmod nak jugak bergambar :)))
ok, dari kiri (berdiri) Kak Aya, Aina, Coach, Yana, Kak Firuz
dari kiri Una, Kak Syaja, Kak Riza, dan Kak Milin

Free style..oooooooo suka eh Coach!!!

Ni la dia team Marcella...diorang ni sporting :D
Yang aku kenal, Aya (no 9), Una (sebelah dia), Mek (sebelah Una) :)))

Team UMP lelaki dan wanita...power sokmo diorang ni

hihi...first time dapat posing cenggini :))) 

free style; tapi aku still skema gak :p

nampak tak budak yg berdiri berbaju biru tu....tu la Mudin anak coach; assistant coach yg suka buli kitorang haha!

Okay, tamat sudah cerita Volleyball,

Sekarang nak cerita pasal Chocolate Chip Walnut Cake pulak;

well, sebenarnya bukan nak cerita pasal kek tu...kek tu mmg sodap...

kitorang buat small appreciation party untuk Sister Azrita (lecturer kitorang yang mengajar sejak kitorang first year lagi)

beliau akan fly ke UK tak lama lagi untuk further study...

saya doakan yang terbaik untuk sister...saya pun nak ikut further study weeeeeeeee!!!

Yang diraikan Sis Azrita...gud luck sister! :)

Lini, Needa, Ijat and Upie

Tuan punya camera yang banyak manis

Xana Miller, me, and ayu

bersyukur sangat dengan detik2 indah bersama kwn2 volleyball and dearest audiologist-to-be batch 5 UIA...
alhamdulillah...lets create some more great memories guys!
plan terdekat------> tournament volleybal open Pahang! :DDD

"I'll Be" by Edwin Mccain

"I'll Be"

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful

Stop me and steal my breath.

And emeralds from mountains thrust toward the sky

Never revealing their depth.

Tell me that we belong together,

Dress it up with the trappings of love.

I'll be captivated,

I'll hang from your lips,

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above.

[Chorus:]

I'll be your crying shoulder,

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older,

I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

And rain falls angry on the tin roof

As we lie awake in my bed.

You're my survival, you're my living proof.

My love is alive -- not dead.

Tell me that we belong together.

Dress it up with the trappings of love.

I'll be captivated,

I'll hang from your lips,

Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

[Chorus]

And I've dropped out, I've burned up, I've fought my way back from the dead.

I've tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

[Chorus:]

I'll be your crying shoulder,

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older,

I'll be the greatest fan of your...

I'll be your crying shoulder,

I'll be love's suicide

I'll be better when I'm older,

I'll be the greatest fan of your life.

The greatest fan of your life.

...greatest fan of your life.

p/s- another one of my favourite collection! :) I'll be your crying shoulder...

"The Call" by Regina Spektor

"The Call"

It started out as a feeling

Which then grew into a hope

Which then turned into a quiet thought

Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder

'Til it was a battle cry

I'll come back when you call me

No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing

Doesn't mean it's never been this way before

All you can do is try to know who your friends are

As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon and follow the light

You'll come back when it's over

No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over

No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning

It's just a feeling and no one knows yet

But just because they can't feel it too

Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger

'Til they're before your eyes

You'll come back when they call you

No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when they call you

No need to say goodbye

p/s- It started out as a felling! :)

We're the one that will decide whether to ignore the feelings, or to nourish it and let it grows.

haha...but remember..once you open your heart, you'll open it to be hurt as well. Therefore LOVE BIG :)

"Whatever It Takes" by Lifehouse

"Whatever It Takes"

A strangled smile fell from your face

It kills me that I hurt you this way

The worst part is that I didn't even know

Now there's a million reasons for you to go

But if you can find a reason to stay

I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance

Believe that I can change

I'll keep us together whatever it takes

She said "If we're gonna make this work

You gotta let me inside even though it hurts

Don't hide the broken parts that I need to see"

She said "Like it or not it's the way it's gotta be

You gotta love yourself if you can ever love me"

I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

I know that I've let you down

And if you give me a chance

And give me a break

I'll keep us together, I know you deserve much better

But remember the time I told you the way that I felt

That I'd be lost without you and never find myself

Let's hold onto each other above everything else

Start over, start over

I'll do whatever it takes

To turn this around

I know what's at stake

I know I've let you down

And if you give me a chance

and believe that I can change

I'll keep us together whatever it takes

Well composed!! I love this song so much...

"Let's hold onto each other above everything else,"

Although now Lifehouse gonna came out with a new record pretty soon, their old songs are never gonna be neglected by me...haha

I'll do whatever it takes too~

"All That You Are" by Goo Goo Dolls

"All That You Are"

And I feel

All the faint morning light

Filled with hope

Cause you're here in my life

And we've gone

From the edge of our souls

Made it back to a place we call home

You... See me through

I was alone in the dark and the fear was my truth

Yeah all the things that you are

Beautifully broken,

Alive in my heart

And know

That you are everything

Let your heart sing and tonight

We'll light up the stars

All that you are

I feel wrong

I'm so human and flawed

I'll break down even though I'm still strong

And time... will make fools of us all

Build us up and then laughs when we fall

You... pull me through

When I'm alone in the dark and the fear is my truth

Yeah all the things that you are

Beautifully broken,

Alive in my heart

And know

That you are everything

Let your heart sing and tonight

We'll light up the stars

All that you are

Your the sound of redemption

The faith that I've lost the answers

I'm seeking no matter the cost

You opened the window now I can see

And you taught me forgiveness

By giving your love back to me

Yeah all the things that you are

Beautifully broken,

Alive in my heart

And know

That you are everything

Let your heart sing and tonight

Yeah all the things that you are

Beautifully broken,

Alive in my heart

And know

That you are everything

Let your heart sing and tonight

Let your heart sing and tonight

We'll light up the stars

All that you are

Oh, I feel... all the faint morning light

Filled with hope cause you're here in my life.

This song makes me feel treasured... "My family are my treasures~ hihi...I hope I find a special treasure one day," ^^

The Airplane Goes Against The Wind

"When everything seems to be going against you, remember that the airplane takes off against the wind, not with it." - Henry Ford

Everything always seems to be against me... :) This Quote give me strength!

Good Mental Shampoo

"Everyday give yourself a good mental shampoo," Dr Sara Jordan

Be like a Postage Stamp :)

"Be like a postage stamp, stick to one thing until you get there." - Josh Billings

To Escape...

"People trapped in miserable lives

always talk about escaping. Few actually do it.

It's easier just to close your eyes and pretend

the misery doesn't exist." Patrick Jane The Mentalist

It's easier just to close my eyes and pretend the misery doesn't exist. Because for now I don't have the power to fight or change it.

I hope it will end soon. :)

Stupid Things :D

courtesy from tumblr :)

Be nice to people

Simple enuff to lead a Good Life :)

The world is never gonna be fair to you...live it

Quick update...sebab esok ada exam open book dengan Bro SAJ. :D haha...(still ada mood lg nak tulis :p)

The world is never gonna be fair to you;

Others said she was annoying...you said you're cool with her...they have their reasons

Others said it is forbidden to celebrate birthdays in Islam...but a clear prohibition of it was never in Alquran, Hadist, and Bapa Imam...

Tapi orang kata semua tu tipu muslihat, topeng, propaganda yahudi, zionis,amerika syarikat dan lain sebagainya....huhu

In the end we lead our life without direction...natijahnya kita hidup macam tak ada arah sebab semua seolah-olah salah....

Yang pandai bijaksana asyik dok cakap pasal cinta saje...cinta Ilahi takde pula dia sentuh. bercerita cinta itu begini...cinta ini begitu...hello..?? kalau orang yang cetek ilmu mcm aku ni bercakap pasal cintan cintun takpe la weh...what i said is all crap, and no one will take a crap out of it.... Tapi kau tu alim ulama, pelurunya bapa imam, tahu nak kondem orang je, sakit hati tau tak? kalau ko kondem-mengondem tapi ada alasan yang kukuh, ada hujah yang berlandaskan alquran dan hadist takper jugak. Ni tak, cari pasal macam budak kecik.

Alhamdulillah, mama pernah pesan kat aku...apa yang kita nak dengar ialah larangan nya dalam Quran dan Hadis dan larangannya Bapa Imam. Itu pegangan kita.

Life is simple. Islam is simple... :)

Si Pelanduk...

Ok, seriously I've been seeing his shadow everywhere~

Asdfghjklove's status kept playing in my mind;

"If only I can ignore you, as much as you ignore me,"

Tapi mengetahui kehadiran wajah kesayangan hamba tuuu, Hati berbunga sekejap~ ^^

Haha...."perigi cari timba" bak tweet roomate hamba...

Garage Sale!

Well not exactly garage sale..hihi.. Yesterday, 1st October 2011, Saturday, me, Ayuadela, Ijat and some more friends attended NASOM's bazar day. :) The purpose of this bazar day is to collect some charity through selling used items.

Therefore we took the oppurtunity to held a middle ear screening there. Brother Saiful Adli Jamaludin and his wife Sister Nurlin Ali Hanafiah was there too, supervising us :)

And of course their angels, Uzma and Fawwaz were there too! I'm guilty for not snapping any pictures!!

The day went fine..and we picked some decent stuff from the charity bundle hihi!

Kulliyah Interaction's Day (KID)

Cakap banyak pun tak guna~ B.O.R.I.N.G

Maybe sebab aku ni terkinja-kinja orang nya...sebab tu jeles tengok junior2 dapat main games. :) haha

akhirnya, melepaskan gian dengan berlari2 di balapan yg tak lepas tuk SUKMA tu,

tendang2 kotak dan botol2 kosong kat tengah padang...

balik...makan

p/s~ apa2 pun, KID yg lepas2 dah puas main~ so I think now it's their turn kot... malas nak amik pusing.

however got decent pictures with other 4th years :)))

Tak baik tau...

Kalau korang perasan antara kawan-kawan korang ada yang mengenakan pakaian yang sama je tiap-tiap semester...jangan la korang sebegini;

"ee..selebet je aku tengok dia ni..."

"adoi...sakit nyer mata aku..."

sebaliknya...berlapang dada lah...

Mungkin dia bersusah payah menjaga pakaian yang dia ada sebaik-baik nya...

kalau koyak - dijahit semula...

kalau berlubang - ditampal sebaik-baik nya...

sebab itu lah apa yang mereka ada...

tapi jangan risau...selalunya kawan2 cuma perasan kalau kite berpakaian baru :)))

don't be sad, Take care! :D

Semester 7...haha

Pejam celik, pejam celik.... aku dah melangkah ke semester 7...

Aku tekad nak start semester baru ni dengan benda2 positif, benda2 happy, dan benda2 yang menyeronokkan :)))

MASUM is over again...

haha....
this year MASUM, my senior, Kak rehe got to joined it! ^^
unfortunately for me...i'm having my industrial training since may...

huhu...maybe next time :)

however...here in Kuantan, we got a new coach.
introducing.....Coach Mahmod!
he's the best! I loss 3 kg in a week because of him :)

i like the way he approached each one of us. I hope I can learn many things pertaining volleyball from him.

at least kalau tak dapat jadi setanding dgn player2 legend di gombak, harap2 aku improve skill dan teknik dlm bermain bola tampar! :))) fighting!

Advice worth listening #3 Punish yourself

have you ever felt like..."huhu, I kept on repeating the same mistake..."

well here an advice that I got from my supervisor; an Audiologist;

"when you kept on repeating the same mistake, do you realize why?" she asked.

"it's because it already become your habit," she continued.

"when it's a habit; you'll kept on repeating the same mistake over and over again..."

"and in order to change the habit, you'll have to punish yourself..."

p/s~ how to punish myself? hmmmmmmm ^^

*thanks cik balqis for your advice! :))))

Can I scream it out?

p/s - do I have to say more?

IIUM Kuantan Mosque

A little update from Kuantan. hmmm...it is still as quiet as always. *Rasa mcm UIA Kuantan ni aku yang punyer haha~ :p

Do you see the mosque picture below? Don't look quite much right? well, blame my 2.0 megapixel Sony Ericsson phone cam for it... hehe

*it is still under construction

*IIUM Kuantan Mosque; mudah-mudahan cepat siap! :)

*back to my report and assignments! :)))

Industrial Training

So much I have to say but what I can conclude is; this Industrial Training was fun;

so many things to do, so many things to learn... I even skipped my evening volleyball training because I'm exhausted. But I received many positive things.

Student A: Yana ni workaholic...suka sangat buat keje;

Student B: haha~ Yana ni kelakar la; sakit perut tau.

I know that I'm not perfect in so much things related to clinics. But that doesn't mean that I don't want to try. I'll try, and I hope the supervisors will always point out my weakness so that I can learn what my mistakes are. Realizing one mistake is one thing, not making the same mistake ever again is another thing.

p/s~ I'm gonna have to continue my industrial training in another settings starting from this Monday. May Allah make my path as smooth as the first month I'm in JHC, aamin.

He did it again; (T_T)

She text-ed me;

I called her right away knowing how bad the situation can be just by the sound of it. Right after she is on the other line, she wept; and she told me she does not know what to do anymore. She sounded like she had given in with the situation. She sounded like she can not hold in it any longer. I don’t know how to calm her down anymore. I’m lost, she’s lost. At last, she told me to forget about it and asked me to end up the call (she worried about my phone credits) *oh, mama!

As told, I gave her my last words (to at least soothe her for the time being) and hang up the phone. With pressured heart I text-ed her back;

“Mama, sabar eh…nanti kalo kakyan abes blaja, kakyan takkan tinggal kan mama…mama sabar eh”

orang dengki tengok kite selalu tersenyum?? why?

Kenapa dengki tengok orang senyum?.........tak faham...

awak kan boleh senyum jugak, senyum je la.......tak faham?.....aku pun tak faham.

Jom baca quote ini;

"Life is like a mirror, we get the best result when we smile at it,"

Dalam hidup aku pulak, maybe, kekadang orang rasa annoyed sgt tengok aku tersenyum... *atau tersengih... haha~

"kenapa dengan dia ni...hu-ha..hu-ha je dengan kawan2~ menyampah aku~"

negative-nyer, but do i care?...no of course.

kalau ikutkan, banyak benda yang boleh buat aku menangis....tak caya?

aku boleh menangis dalam 1 minit...

tak caya? percaya lah...

:)))

sebab tu aku pilih untuk senyum. Sebab tak semua orang nak tengok kita menangis.

TAK ADA. believed me.

Tak ada orang yang nak dengar cerita kesusahan dalam hidup kau. Tak ada orang yang kisah. Tak ada orang yang nak tolong.

Jadi untuk apa aku menangis? Kalau aku menangis, lepas tu aku nak buat ape? hah, jawab~ hehe... relax2 saja je nak gertak mereka yang tak bleh tengok orang senyum ni.

Lepas ni, jangan la dengki tengok Nurul Lyanna Bte Abd Talib senyum,

sebab korang ada lagi banyak sebab untuk senyum berbanding dia.

Tak banyak benda yang boleh buat Nurul Lyanna Bte Abd Talib ni senyum,

tapi dia tetap pilih untuk senyum~

Cuba kalau dia lupa nak senyum...cuba kalau dia pilih untuk menangis.

agak2 Puan Dzalina boleh senyum ke?

so nak dengki lagi tak?

jadi oleh itu senyum la...semua orang boleh buat ^^

Amir, where's Adin?

"Amir mana Abang Adin?," aku bertanya dengan si kecil yg sedang kusyuk bermain dengan penyikat rambut.

"Adin gi KL...dia dah tak duduk rumah mama dah..." ngomel amir yang masih kusyuk bermain dengan penyikat rambut. Aku hanya tertawa kecil mendengar penjelasannya :))))

"Mama, nape Adin tak nak duduk rumah mama?,"

"Adin, nape adin tak nak duduk rumah mama?,"

Bertalu-talu soalan si kecil tapi Adin selamba saja tak mahu melayan. Si kecil dibiar tanpa jawapan.

Sebenarnya Adin duduk di hostel tempat dia bekerja. Tak jauh pun dari Pasir Gudang. Mama kata tempat kerja berdekatan dengan Jaya Jusco Tebrau.

Alhamdulillah, Adin sudah mula mahu belajar hidup berdikari. Sejak tamat alam persekolahan ni, dia sudah mula bekerja untuk simpan duit untuk menyambung pelajarannya nanti. Tambahan pula, kalau dari awal dia belajar untuk hidup di hostel, nanti pasti dia sudah tahu bagaimana untuk menyesuaikan diri di tempat orang. :))))

Alhamdulillah, Adin always made me feel proud~

Rindu pula dekat Apiz. Entah bila aku dapat menziarahinya di Terengganu... hmm, tunggula ye apiz. Insyaallah nanti kakanda mu akan ke sana juga :)))

what i've only had as nightmares, once become reality...

mode: writing...

28.1.1011 friday

it was about nine o'clock when i started to pack my bags for the coming mid-semester break+ Chinese new year holiday...that night was calm with a slight rain. back from dinner with my friend ayu adela (had a super delicious megi sup), i headed straight to the laundry room to wash my cloths. that night i done it automatically cause it's rain like forever in kuantan these days~~

it's passed 1 am when i finally decide to glanced at the clock~ after washing my face n brushed my teeth, i climbed my bed with a happy mood cause all my work is done. can't wait to leave for JB tomorrow!

29.1.2011 saturday (finally! i'm going home)

as promised, at 915am,me, yaya (not real name as requested) and izzie (not real name also hahaha) met up in front of the cf sister for the delivery car to terminal makmur....at about 920am we sailed through out of UIA kuantan :))))

as we waited for the bus at the station, izzie took out the ticket and gave it to yaya. Yaya took a glanced at the ticket and suddenly sprung "Izzah! ticket pukul 9.00 la...kita kena tinggal ni!"

huhu...panicked...panicked...breath in breath out...

the ticket was actually at 9.00 am and obviously we missed the bus (cause izzie thought it was at 10am)... hehehe... i'm panicked but i didn't utter a word cause i don't know what to say... hahaha... izzie must have been really panicked at that moment cause she's in charge of keeping the tickets...finally, yaya n izzie decided to look up for another 3 tickets..no matter what happened we must get home today!!!! screamed izzie in her heart~maybe ^^

it was a very long day....

alhamdulillah we manage to get tickets at 1 pm that same day! but it's not from Transnasional... the bus was Cepat Ekspress....in the bus there's no single seats...omg, i started to panicked again...i hoped i didn't have to sit next to a man cause it will be really uncomfortable all the way. unfortunately, a man shows his ticket and his seat was next to me...it was a nightmare again...huhu

the bus was not comfortable at all, the seats are small, the man's shoulder always touched my shoulder (dosa!!) and the bus doesn't stops for sholat. that's bad! that's why i hate bus expresses!! Transnasional busses had always stop for rest and sholat for half an hour at least!

i should had asked the man to exchange the seat to another woman, but it sounded selfish of me...huhu...finally i decided to crammed myself to the side and avoid from all the accidental touching...

finally at about 7 pm, i reached my stop, and my father picked me up right after....at about 8 pm i'm finally safe at home :)))))))

stay positive until the end no matter what happened! ^^

AJL 25

Ana Raffali won the AJL 25 yesterday with her own song "Tolong Ingatkan Aku," (-____-)

Too bad cause I'm hoping for Faizal Tahir. His music with Audi Mok was always something. ^^

Got an email from Sis Nurlin regarding our Industrial Placement for this coming semester break~ Still can't decide but I'm hoping for Hospital Sultanah Aminah or Hospital Sultan Ismail in Johor, so that I can stay at home hehe ^^

When I watched AJL last night I figured out that Malaysian artist wasn't that bad~ Bunkface, Yuna, Syahir and Adira had proven something. Edry KRU is a good composer as well~ ^^ Nevertheless Faizal Tahir is the best~ :pppppp

okay, I'm out~ got to study for tomorrow clinic! ^^ Bro. Saiful always said "What's important in clinic is PREPARATION, PREPARATION, and PREPARATION..."

My dream...

Hehe…I remembered one person asking me what my dreams are…of course I didn’t answer immediately. Instead I asked about his dream first. ^^ he answered shortly that he don’t have one right now because he had just finished his diploma in business and he had jumping on different jobs lately. This young man was an acquaintance of me while I was working in a factory as an operator.

I said “wow…” finding a job is not easy I guessed even though you already had a diploma. Then it is my turn to tell him about mine.

I said to him~ I really want to graduate and starts to work as soon as possible. Short and simple.

:D… there he goes grinning so widely beside me.

I asked “what?” (-____-)

“do you have boyfriend?”

“what…boyfriend? All of a sudden? You laughed at me just now!” *****oh, and I really did converse with him in English because he’s an Indian.

“you have one right?”

“no, I don’t,”

“ahhh…tipuuuu~~ tipu la…orang mcm you takkan la takde boyfriend,”

“betul la..tak caya sudah,”

“kenapa? You memilih eh…”

Wah sedap nyer ko cakap~~

“tak lah, in my religion, we have principal…ada peraturan…ada syarat…”

“ye ke? Abes kenapa I tengok ada je orang melayu yang tak pakai tudung?”

Haha~ orang melayu~~

“tak boleh la cakap macam tu… bukan salah Islam tapi salah orang islam tu sendiri kan…”

“but I don’t get it la…why you guys have to wear tudung hah? From what I can see I can guessed what… you punyer rambut panjang kan? Why your god ask to cover it?”

Tercengang aku dengar penyataan mamat tu…hah yana, macam mana ko nak jawab ni? Mama kat rumah… mama, kakyan nak jawab apa kat Indian boy ni?

“saya tak boleh la tanya kenapa peraturan tu ada… dan saya tak boleh la bagi tau awak rambut saya panjang ke pendek, kalau saya bagitau, buat ape saya tutup betul tak? Actually, my hair, my voice, everything on me except my face and my hands are to be covered. Ini semua in Islam kita panggil “aurah” ataupun makna bahasanya “rahsia”. Jadi, rambut saya panjang ke pendek itu rahsia saya la. awak faham?”

“wah, this is actually my first time orang bagitahu saya yang perempuan Islam tak boleh bagitahu rambut dia panjang ke pendek. Yang saya tahu mereka kena tutup je… ini first time saya dengar rambut tu rahsia,”

I just smiled with what he said. We talked a lot that day.

He was the one who said he figured me out as a person that will never be swayed by anything unless my main goal is achieved first. Nak kata aku lurus la tu…hehe

Nak deny pun tak boleh…sebab memang aku ni lurus sikit~~ kawan2 suke kena kan aku. Tapi aku tak kesah, sebab aku sayang diorang…diorang tak buli cuma usik2 je…

Pastu bila supervisor tanya apa azam baru~ aku jawab aku nak berusaha lebih dan increase confident in dealing with people. But actually I just wanted to do my best in my study, graduate, and serves people as soon as possible.

Semalam time tengok cerita Rapunzel ngan kawan2, hero cerita tu tanya kenapa Rapunzel looked not happy when she’s finally get to see the lanterns. Rapunzel said. (lebih kurang la mcm ni)

“I’m afraid…I afraid that this dream won’t be as what I thought it might be…and if it did, what will I do next eugene?”

“well, that’s the fun part of it…you can have a new dream~”

Hehe…aku suke tengok movie kartun Disney! (although orang kata Disney ngn Israel adalah sekufu). I won’t deny it, but at least I’m taking only good things from it. Insya allah~

Azam Tahun Baru 2011 ^^

First day at school;

"sampai tetido nak tunggu waktu

ke sekolah," ayah.

First day at school;

"1 Azam," Ayah

Yesterday, ayah posted me some picture of Amir going to school. Hehehe, if only he knew how I was touched by these pictures. Amir is just starting his days as a Standard one student. Ayah was there with him on his very first day. On the other hand, me, his first child is here in Kuantan, really far away from him, still in her third year of studies.

Ayah is actually trying to show us how much he cares for us.. ^^ I know~~

Today in clinic my supervisors ask me what my new year aims are~~ I told them I wanted to strive harder in whatever I do and to increase my confidence in social interaction.

Overall, I hope I can improve in my studies and clinics. Anyway, I'm going to be an audiologist afterall.