MASUM is over again...

haha....
this year MASUM, my senior, Kak rehe got to joined it! ^^
unfortunately for me...i'm having my industrial training since may...

huhu...maybe next time :)

however...here in Kuantan, we got a new coach.
introducing.....Coach Mahmod!
he's the best! I loss 3 kg in a week because of him :)

i like the way he approached each one of us. I hope I can learn many things pertaining volleyball from him.

at least kalau tak dapat jadi setanding dgn player2 legend di gombak, harap2 aku improve skill dan teknik dlm bermain bola tampar! :))) fighting!

Advice worth listening #3 Punish yourself

have you ever felt like..."huhu, I kept on repeating the same mistake..."

well here an advice that I got from my supervisor; an Audiologist;

"when you kept on repeating the same mistake, do you realize why?" she asked.

"it's because it already become your habit," she continued.

"when it's a habit; you'll kept on repeating the same mistake over and over again..."

"and in order to change the habit, you'll have to punish yourself..."

p/s~ how to punish myself? hmmmmmmm ^^

*thanks cik balqis for your advice! :))))

Can I scream it out?

p/s - do I have to say more?

IIUM Kuantan Mosque

A little update from Kuantan. hmmm...it is still as quiet as always. *Rasa mcm UIA Kuantan ni aku yang punyer haha~ :p

Do you see the mosque picture below? Don't look quite much right? well, blame my 2.0 megapixel Sony Ericsson phone cam for it... hehe

*it is still under construction

*IIUM Kuantan Mosque; mudah-mudahan cepat siap! :)

*back to my report and assignments! :)))

Industrial Training

So much I have to say but what I can conclude is; this Industrial Training was fun;

so many things to do, so many things to learn... I even skipped my evening volleyball training because I'm exhausted. But I received many positive things.

Student A: Yana ni workaholic...suka sangat buat keje;

Student B: haha~ Yana ni kelakar la; sakit perut tau.

I know that I'm not perfect in so much things related to clinics. But that doesn't mean that I don't want to try. I'll try, and I hope the supervisors will always point out my weakness so that I can learn what my mistakes are. Realizing one mistake is one thing, not making the same mistake ever again is another thing.

p/s~ I'm gonna have to continue my industrial training in another settings starting from this Monday. May Allah make my path as smooth as the first month I'm in JHC, aamin.

He did it again; (T_T)

She text-ed me;

I called her right away knowing how bad the situation can be just by the sound of it. Right after she is on the other line, she wept; and she told me she does not know what to do anymore. She sounded like she had given in with the situation. She sounded like she can not hold in it any longer. I don’t know how to calm her down anymore. I’m lost, she’s lost. At last, she told me to forget about it and asked me to end up the call (she worried about my phone credits) *oh, mama!

As told, I gave her my last words (to at least soothe her for the time being) and hang up the phone. With pressured heart I text-ed her back;

“Mama, sabar eh…nanti kalo kakyan abes blaja, kakyan takkan tinggal kan mama…mama sabar eh”

orang dengki tengok kite selalu tersenyum?? why?

Kenapa dengki tengok orang senyum?.........tak faham...

awak kan boleh senyum jugak, senyum je la.......tak faham?.....aku pun tak faham.

Jom baca quote ini;

"Life is like a mirror, we get the best result when we smile at it,"

Dalam hidup aku pulak, maybe, kekadang orang rasa annoyed sgt tengok aku tersenyum... *atau tersengih... haha~

"kenapa dengan dia ni...hu-ha..hu-ha je dengan kawan2~ menyampah aku~"

negative-nyer, but do i care?...no of course.

kalau ikutkan, banyak benda yang boleh buat aku menangis....tak caya?

aku boleh menangis dalam 1 minit...

tak caya? percaya lah...

:)))

sebab tu aku pilih untuk senyum. Sebab tak semua orang nak tengok kita menangis.

TAK ADA. believed me.

Tak ada orang yang nak dengar cerita kesusahan dalam hidup kau. Tak ada orang yang kisah. Tak ada orang yang nak tolong.

Jadi untuk apa aku menangis? Kalau aku menangis, lepas tu aku nak buat ape? hah, jawab~ hehe... relax2 saja je nak gertak mereka yang tak bleh tengok orang senyum ni.

Lepas ni, jangan la dengki tengok Nurul Lyanna Bte Abd Talib senyum,

sebab korang ada lagi banyak sebab untuk senyum berbanding dia.

Tak banyak benda yang boleh buat Nurul Lyanna Bte Abd Talib ni senyum,

tapi dia tetap pilih untuk senyum~

Cuba kalau dia lupa nak senyum...cuba kalau dia pilih untuk menangis.

agak2 Puan Dzalina boleh senyum ke?

so nak dengki lagi tak?

jadi oleh itu senyum la...semua orang boleh buat ^^

Amir, where's Adin?

"Amir mana Abang Adin?," aku bertanya dengan si kecil yg sedang kusyuk bermain dengan penyikat rambut.

"Adin gi KL...dia dah tak duduk rumah mama dah..." ngomel amir yang masih kusyuk bermain dengan penyikat rambut. Aku hanya tertawa kecil mendengar penjelasannya :))))

"Mama, nape Adin tak nak duduk rumah mama?,"

"Adin, nape adin tak nak duduk rumah mama?,"

Bertalu-talu soalan si kecil tapi Adin selamba saja tak mahu melayan. Si kecil dibiar tanpa jawapan.

Sebenarnya Adin duduk di hostel tempat dia bekerja. Tak jauh pun dari Pasir Gudang. Mama kata tempat kerja berdekatan dengan Jaya Jusco Tebrau.

Alhamdulillah, Adin sudah mula mahu belajar hidup berdikari. Sejak tamat alam persekolahan ni, dia sudah mula bekerja untuk simpan duit untuk menyambung pelajarannya nanti. Tambahan pula, kalau dari awal dia belajar untuk hidup di hostel, nanti pasti dia sudah tahu bagaimana untuk menyesuaikan diri di tempat orang. :))))

Alhamdulillah, Adin always made me feel proud~

Rindu pula dekat Apiz. Entah bila aku dapat menziarahinya di Terengganu... hmm, tunggula ye apiz. Insyaallah nanti kakanda mu akan ke sana juga :)))

what i've only had as nightmares, once become reality...

mode: writing...

28.1.1011 friday

it was about nine o'clock when i started to pack my bags for the coming mid-semester break+ Chinese new year holiday...that night was calm with a slight rain. back from dinner with my friend ayu adela (had a super delicious megi sup), i headed straight to the laundry room to wash my cloths. that night i done it automatically cause it's rain like forever in kuantan these days~~

it's passed 1 am when i finally decide to glanced at the clock~ after washing my face n brushed my teeth, i climbed my bed with a happy mood cause all my work is done. can't wait to leave for JB tomorrow!

29.1.2011 saturday (finally! i'm going home)

as promised, at 915am,me, yaya (not real name as requested) and izzie (not real name also hahaha) met up in front of the cf sister for the delivery car to terminal makmur....at about 920am we sailed through out of UIA kuantan :))))

as we waited for the bus at the station, izzie took out the ticket and gave it to yaya. Yaya took a glanced at the ticket and suddenly sprung "Izzah! ticket pukul 9.00 la...kita kena tinggal ni!"

huhu...panicked...panicked...breath in breath out...

the ticket was actually at 9.00 am and obviously we missed the bus (cause izzie thought it was at 10am)... hehehe... i'm panicked but i didn't utter a word cause i don't know what to say... hahaha... izzie must have been really panicked at that moment cause she's in charge of keeping the tickets...finally, yaya n izzie decided to look up for another 3 tickets..no matter what happened we must get home today!!!! screamed izzie in her heart~maybe ^^

it was a very long day....

alhamdulillah we manage to get tickets at 1 pm that same day! but it's not from Transnasional... the bus was Cepat Ekspress....in the bus there's no single seats...omg, i started to panicked again...i hoped i didn't have to sit next to a man cause it will be really uncomfortable all the way. unfortunately, a man shows his ticket and his seat was next to me...it was a nightmare again...huhu

the bus was not comfortable at all, the seats are small, the man's shoulder always touched my shoulder (dosa!!) and the bus doesn't stops for sholat. that's bad! that's why i hate bus expresses!! Transnasional busses had always stop for rest and sholat for half an hour at least!

i should had asked the man to exchange the seat to another woman, but it sounded selfish of me...huhu...finally i decided to crammed myself to the side and avoid from all the accidental touching...

finally at about 7 pm, i reached my stop, and my father picked me up right after....at about 8 pm i'm finally safe at home :)))))))

stay positive until the end no matter what happened! ^^

AJL 25

Ana Raffali won the AJL 25 yesterday with her own song "Tolong Ingatkan Aku," (-____-)

Too bad cause I'm hoping for Faizal Tahir. His music with Audi Mok was always something. ^^

Got an email from Sis Nurlin regarding our Industrial Placement for this coming semester break~ Still can't decide but I'm hoping for Hospital Sultanah Aminah or Hospital Sultan Ismail in Johor, so that I can stay at home hehe ^^

When I watched AJL last night I figured out that Malaysian artist wasn't that bad~ Bunkface, Yuna, Syahir and Adira had proven something. Edry KRU is a good composer as well~ ^^ Nevertheless Faizal Tahir is the best~ :pppppp

okay, I'm out~ got to study for tomorrow clinic! ^^ Bro. Saiful always said "What's important in clinic is PREPARATION, PREPARATION, and PREPARATION..."