Out of the blue, he slammed the door shut. It made a loud bang, and of course it had made all the members in the house jaws dropped.
“What was that?”
“What happened?”
“Why is he mad?”
“What is wrong with him this time?”
One by one, these questions appeared but none of them are verbally spoken. Everybody knows what it’s like when he’s angry. Some of us even silently whispered our prayers so that he’ll never do anything stupid. Most of us don’t even have the slightest clue of what have gotten into him. What we knew was at least that “someone” has made him mad “again”.
Nobody likes to see other people when they’re angry. But yet, people keeps on making ‘reasons’ for one to be angry. It’s scary when you see other people faces rise in anger…
Sometime it feels like what I have worked to made him change was totally useless. It is actually simple to figure him out~ he is a short tempered person. Seeing he’s upset again really make me worried. The trust that he had given can easily be snapped away.
These holidays have given me the chance to be there for him. Well maybe for others he seems to have making the wrong choice earlier and now he is suffering the consequences. For me, he is still the same old him. But what I’m afraid is I can’t always be there for him. When the holidays are over, he may lose his trust in me again. He would feel that nobody is there for him again. No one to trust, no one to speak to, no one to share a joke and giggles.
The nature of a person is no one likes to be alone. Sometime people did crazy things to attract other’s attentions. If you aren’t the one that always did crazy things, well f.y.i you’re the lucky one that always have somebody on your back. That’s why I teach myself never to take sides.
Say (All I Need)
One Republic.
