Frankly~ I admit that my communication skills is not something I can be proud of. huhu.
But honestly, I've tried my best to communicate well with the patients. I tried my best to perform the procedures~ But I guessed "well" is not good enough for my supervisors.
But hey, supervisors are supervisors~
Although I started to "despise" them, I still have respect for them.
Sincerely~ everytime I have to face them, my heart jumped like crazy~ there's this thoughts of
"I must have done something terrible to deserve this kind of treatment!"
"oh, god, I must not do anything wrong today,"
"oh, god, I have to this perfectly,"
"oh, god, he's gonna be mad~~~"
at least what I can do is~~ not to sacrifice my sane state of mind and accept all the critics, always remember my goal of having this clinical attachment~ to expose myself to the hospital settings of audiologist officers.
oh god, it's only you who can help me~
