Saturday, October 2, 2010

As a student

Clinical attachment at hospital M~ I realized that it's gettin' tougher.

Frankly~ I admit that my communication skills is not something I can be proud of. huhu.

But honestly, I've tried my best to communicate well with the patients. I tried my best to perform the procedures~ But I guessed "well" is not good enough for my supervisors.

But hey, supervisors are supervisors~

Although I started to "despise" them, I still have respect for them.

Sincerely~ everytime I have to face them, my heart jumped like crazy~ there's this thoughts of

"I must have done something terrible to deserve this kind of treatment!"

"oh, god, I must not do anything wrong today,"

"oh, god, I have to this perfectly,"

"oh, god, he's gonna be mad~~~"

at least what I can do is~~ not to sacrifice my sane state of mind and accept all the critics, always remember my goal of having this clinical attachment~ to expose myself to the hospital settings of audiologist officers.

oh god, it's only you who can help me~


2 comments:

needa zainuddin said...

respect tu mmg la kene..tp kalau dah melampau, kite deserve tuk marah. kita manusia..sesekali luahkan ape yg terbuku bagus.

Pearl said...

haha~ mls dah nk ckp psl diorang~ biar la diorg 'observe' sendiri etika diorang dgn pelajar~~ hahahaha~ aku mmg mls nak carik2 psl ni~ ^^